Im so lost.

So lost of what Im thinking.

I jus want to smile back my real self.

Its hard.

It seems that I cant break off from his shadow sometimes..

Im suffocating... I need to remind myself to breathe so that I can live on.

In the loving memory of my Cousin, Tan Chee.

You will always be missed.

National Day will not be the day of celebration to all those we knew you. But a day of remembrance, a day to be reminded of that life is precious. Because once in a while, humans need a breather. And once in a while, we need to be reminded of that families ties are important. Smile and laugh for what we are happy of and this is indeed what life is. Even when you are gone, your laughter will always be in my memory. Your family forgives you and what I hope is that you can also in a way gave them assurance somehow.. We will live stronger. Thank you for what you had given us these precious memories. Goodybye. We love you.

 

+ Rach @ 12:24:00 AM

its the end for our 64th month.
to correct it, it's 63mths.


Why he doesnt listen,
why he dn really bother?
after the last break up, I guess it's back to 'I take u for granted'
jus that he doesnt know.

He says 'let's nt meet and let us cool dwn.'
I say, 'my ass'

what i learnt is that love is nt money and two person thing.
it's abt the ones you are with and the happiness u shared with.
and that includes the ppl they are with too.

I guess, this is the end. no more him finally.
I wonder...
and wonder...

Is this thing as Mr Right anymore?
I noe there isnt 100% guy as JB thought me.
But i jus nid a guy who REALLy understand what his other half need and not want.
Money is nt everything.
jus like buying u stuffs doesnt meant i care for u.

I thank you for these 5 years and a half. known you for 6years but it turns out the apple had rot.

+ Rach @ 12:20:00 AM