I really wan to relieve de burden on me at times..
I really take it in my stride and make it as if is ok..
but every time u mention it and everytime we talk, is abt U U U or else is shop shop shop or else is nth but monetery issues..

My head is of everything.. Sch sch,fyp fyp, u u, dog dog, money money, car car, shop shop and time time. my world may have frens ard me.. but hw long I spent my time wif them? how long i ever really heave a sigh of relieve and laugh my world's worst laughter? or how long I ever spend my time by wasting my youth away?

I am really happy when I jus get away from times to times because the little time spent is really heavenly.. bitching, talking, relax for 15mins wif zann or eat macflurry is really gd..


At times, I feel like I am doing the shit for u.. everything for u.. nearly 5 years and all our good times melted which changed to bad fat memories that scarred my heart.. You jus dn understand and u jus wan to settle it like water evaporate into air quickly.. to simplify, it will be winning a million toto that will save ur ass off everything and send mi to heaven like a tai tai..

DREAMING!!! everything is a dream.. we arejus ordinary people who always do things for others.. doing things for ourselves sometimes may seem selfish but than... it's jus the pure happiness u sometimes wan to get..

U left everything clutter in my room, never pack.. my head is swaming wif ur words that never seem to disappear after our convosation.. it's so nagging, so fasturating and so annoying and so disappointing at the same time.. Why money money money..

there's always a way out but u never seem to find the path.. u are so blinded by the glamour u wan that the path jus won't appear..

FUCK U!

+ Rach @ 12:50:00 AM